Wednesday, April 6, 2011

My child is....

Driving me CRAZY. "Little Drama G" has completely wiped me out the last few days. I was so drained that when my husband came home last night I had nothing to say, and for me that is not the norm. I am one chatty kathy. He was amazed at how quite I was. I was quite because my brain was fried,  FRIED! I knew mommyhood was hard but I had no clue how difficult and stressful it could truly be.
I am no stranger to stress I was in the fashion industry for many years and we lived on a diet of caffeine, cigs and stress. But being a mommy is a whole different level of insanity. How can something that stands a mere 31 1/2 inches tall and is as cute as a button change you from a capable put together human being to a drooling idiot?

Could it be that she has full on started walking/running and she is into everything, she bangs pot and pans all day and she has now started to ride the dogs like her own personal ponies. Now.... I love my daughter to death........ she is truly one of the best things that has happened to my life!
BUT
on some days all I wanna due is chuck her off the deck. Does that make me a bad mommy? I am sure I am not the only mother who feels or has felt this way!
*Note - this is not actually going to happen it is just a feeling - everyone chill out...lol

I know that "Little Drama G" is going through an independent phase and hope to God this does not go on for very much longer, but like another mommy said to me today

"This is nothing wait until she hits the terrible 2's. - Auugghhhhh

Who me..?

2 comments:

Meredith said...

I'm still stuck on the "I had nothing to say" WTF?! James, go out and buy a lottery ticket cuz this, like Haley's Comet, will NOT be seen (or heard) again in our lifetime!

Ciao Mama's said...

LOL you crack me up

Feeling the love......