Between the laundry, the cleaning up, retrieving toys from every nook and cranny of the house and making sure everything is running smoothly. In the mean time I am trying to not and trip over dogs/baby make it a hectic and rewarding day....... Sure!
I can't believe that this weekend is Easter and that in a couple of weeks I will be celebrating my 2nd Mother's Day. WOW...Were does the time go? As mother's day approaches I have mixed feelings of the day. I love that I am able to celebrate with my little one and husband, but it's during this time that I miss my mom the most.
My mom and I did not have the best relationship. I said black she said white. I was criticized on a daily basis ...... Why do you wear so much make up, why don't you wear a skirt once in awhile, wine will make you fat! There are some things that she said to me, that to this day have affected my self esteem .
I would say that in the past 10 years we were truly getting along. Then came the day that we were told that they found a tumor in her lungs and she was taken away from us in a snap. My whole world was turned upside down...This was not supposed to happen to a woman who did not drink or smoke.
I miss her and her daily phone calls. I know for sure this is the reason I got pregnant with LDG 4 months to the day of her passing. My mother always told me that having a child was a very special moment in a woman's life and I finally know what she was talking about all those years she was pushing for me to have a baby! My life has changed for the better and I will always thank her for that.
Love you mom
Cheers and Smooches
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