|Tired but not done she did not nap today|
So after I dropped off and had a good ol' cry I headed to the gym and worked out which was the first weirdness she is with me every time I go to the gym and this morning she was not there and it just felt weird. I finished working out and then I left to do some quick errands - I got in the car looked in the back and all I saw was an empty car seat instead of two little arms waving in the air to whatever 80's music mama was listening to. At one point while I walked into the grocery store I ran back to the car because I thought I left her in the car. Yep crazy time here and I was missing my partner is crime. I am sure it will get easier today was just a little tough for me that's all.
I took a little trip to the book store and got Ms. GG a 1st day of preschool present.....I know I am horrible but at least it was books and not like some dumb toy. I got her three of her favorite things right now...anything to do with the Mickey Mouse Club and Strawberry Shortcake. I picked her up and she was NOT ready to go she loved it and did not want to come home......such a good sign. I asked the teachers how she did and they said she was good to go and fantastic. Not a tear shed - she asked for my once and when the teacher explained what she was doing there and I would be back she was good to go. So far so good. I think today was was easier for her then it was for me. What the hell am I going to do when she starts high school oh good God.