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| Tired but not done she did not nap today |
So after I dropped off and had a good ol' cry I headed to the gym and worked out which was the first weirdness she is with me every time I go to the gym and this morning she was not there and it just felt weird. I finished working out and then I left to do some quick errands - I got in the car looked in the back and all I saw was an empty car seat instead of two little arms waving in the air to whatever 80's music mama was listening to. At one point while I walked into the grocery store I ran back to the car because I thought I left her in the car. Yep crazy time here and I was missing my partner is crime. I am sure it will get easier today was just a little tough for me that's all.
I took a little trip to the book store and got Ms. GG a 1st day of preschool present.....I know I am horrible but at least it was books and not like some dumb toy. I got her three of her favorite things right now...anything to do with the Mickey Mouse Club and Strawberry Shortcake. I picked her up and she was NOT ready to go she loved it and did not want to come home......such a good sign. I asked the teachers how she did and they said she was good to go and fantastic. Not a tear shed - she asked for my once and when the teacher explained what she was doing there and I would be back she was good to go. So far so good. I think today was was easier for her then it was for me. What the hell am I going to do when she starts high school oh good God.
7 comments:
Oh no you poor thing! I feel for you, I have been there...and I have one in highschool ;)
It sounds like she loved her first day but I am sure there will be days where it's tough on her and you and seperation anxiety may set in. It's a big transition, crying in the car is perfectly acceptable :) For her and you!
Wahhhhh I know I am one big baby :0)
I used to love the excited tales from a grand day at preschool! The middle and high school snippets are far more rare, and not intentionally amusing!
I totally feel your pain. I just posted about our first preschool orientation. It totally sucks doesn't it. I hate not having Buggy with me and I have been crying for the last two weeks! I'm emotionally exhausted!
Irene
Oh man! We went and checked out a preschool the other day and I was ready to start crying just imagining her going. They weren't kidding when they said "They grow up so fast"... and I had the sad realization that I won't always be her bestest friend... but I do get to always be her Mommy.
YAY for GG!!! And dont worry mama it will get easier. I didnt cry when I dropped off Cameron for his first day but it did feel super duper weird to leave him with complete strangers. i think kindergarten will be tougher for me:)
Oh MB, it gets better. I remember waiting outside Big T's class for the entire class because he cried when I left him there. Even though he stopped, and was fine I felt horrible.
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