Ho Ho Ho......

Wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas. I got maybe a total of 4 hours sleep and lets just say I am an UBer bitch when I do not get my 8-9 hours. My daughter has come down with a nice cold which has made her super needy making it impossible to finish off what I need to get done.  I know that has soon as she is done with it my ass will come down from it - so far I have been able to avoid any sickies.....My hubby had a major night of insomnia last night so let's just say it was a restless evening.  I have about 7 hours of baking to do and I am about to lose my ever fU*cken mind because I am a little d.on.e.   I asked my hubby to put together GG's bike from Santa and it still not done. He is going to have to do it this afternoon under the watchful gift radar of my daughter who these year has realized what Xmas is all about - want, want want, me me,me, toy, toy, toy - commercialism at his best.

I am going to try and get it together...it is now 7:31 am and I have been up since 4:00 am. Let's see if I can get this shit done.....Happy Holidays!

Buuuuurpppp.......

Hello Gang,
Well I started to write a post for Thanksgiving and find myself almost a month later and still no post. YEs....... I SUCK but we have been slammed. This new home thing has kept us busy and between our huge Thanksgiving PARTty and getting our asses ready for commercial xmas -  I feel like it has been forever since I had the time to sit down and get a post going it has been that overwhelming this year. New house, new school for my GG, new neighborhood and learning a whole new area has made it almost impossible to take a free moment ans say what is up to my fellow blogging peeps.I just have not had the time to devote to the blog like I used to. Is it becasue my GG is getting bigger and we have activities coming out of our butts. Maybe it is becasue I really do not have anything to say anymore or my mind is so empty after chasing down a toddler most days that I cannot rub together two brain cells to make a thought. Who knows all I know is that I am getting ready to rumble again. I did not realize how much this blog helped me throughout the hard times and good. GG is growing up before my very eyes she is going to be celebrating her 4th birthday but I feel sometimes I am dealing with a 25 year old with a NEW York attitude (which I love) she is sassy and has a smart mouth. Just give her a cigarette, coffee and a cell phone and she is me 20 years ago...Scary.......

I am getting used to my groove here in SuburbiaLand and I hate to say this but I am kind of beginning to dig it. Our home is actually centrally located to a very vibrant downtown area with allot of great places to shop/eat and hang out. So it is actually not as bad as I thought.  I like being able to walk around a neighborhood were most of the houses are lit up for Xmas and we went all out this year since we had no PITA HOA to deal with. The dogs are loving the backyard and having a space were they can soak up the sun without the worry of coyotes...... I have gotten back into my gym grove - FINAlly but will be wanting to get back into the boxing that I was doing before I left it kicked my ass every time but damn did it make me feel so good. We joined a social club so I would have access to do more volunteer work and to also have a way of getting to know the neighborhood more. I did my usual Xmas card writing to the soldiers, we did a food drive the preschool and this year I adopted a senior to help her out with some presents and groceries.

Overall everything has been pretty good and moving along and it has been super great to be so close to family. I am hoping to hop back int this blogging thing once again I have allot of weird stories and allot attitude to spread.

Peace and Love

Sugar Babies.......What a crock

This lovely piece of humanity has claimed to be a sugar baby  - what an example right ?

of shit!  So this am while I was busting my ass on the elliptical and sweating onto an article that I stumbled upon in this months Cosmo... I should just be slapped in the face for buying Cosmo at my age. Anyways so I am huffing away getting my cardio on when poof here is an article about Sugar Babies. Now as woman I think - hey you have come along way baby...then you see an article like this and your like WTF is this shit?!?   Now this is not the first time I have heard of the term Sugar Babies...it has been around for a bit and it seems to be tossed around quite a bit by some youngsters. No matter how you toss it around "companionship" "hanging out" "kicking it" sometime down the line you will be asked to give up your goodies....and no matter how many friggin times you have watched Pretty Woman the white knight usually will not come riding in to save you in his big white limo. I just think in today's society where young girls are continuously being bombarded with images of sex and nakedness and super fools like Miley Cyrus we don't need another thing to direct gals to the easy allure of the ol mighty dollar. What happened to hey I want to bust my ass to become a engineer , vet, lawyer?   I am hearing a whole lot more of I want to show and sell my ass to make a quick dollar. In a way I cannot blame some of these girls on wanting to do this - I mean sex sells right check out the lovely KIM K and he ever expanding empire that came to be with a sex tape - what we fail to look at is that KimK already had a name for herself as a " society girl"  and most of these girls don't have a barracuda mother who is willing o sell out her entire family for he ol mighty dollar....Mmmmm maybe I could be wrong? In today's society nothing would shock me>

It seems to me that some people just do not want to work hard in order to get to their goal. Of course it is allot easier to hang out with an older gentleman and get paid for it. It is easy when your young and dumb to make these type of mistakes - hey the cost of education is going up everyday I get it, but we are now living in a different world a world of 24 hours a day 7 days a week of social media and internet bombardment. These things and pictures/tapes will never go away they will always be there. One day when you have kids or the dream job your employer they will be able to look up all the embarrassing shit your doing today and it will be embarrassing.....How do you explain to your daughter/son that mommy was a paid "date" for older fella's?  I am so sorry ladies no matter how you slice and dice it an give it a pretty name to make it sound innocent you are still and the end of the day you are paid to make someone feel good - and yes sex will be requested because these older "gentlemen" are not in it just for the looks of it. They will eventually want some of the pudding.

I feel with trying to raise a daughter is is becoming more difficult with these type of images being displayed all over. I will be trying my stalker best to shield my daughter from this type of crap but it is getting easier and easier and easier to get to. All I know is that I have my guard up

Happy Halloween......

I will e getting back to the old fashioned blogging as soon as I pull my head out of my ass...It has been a pretty hectic 2 plus months and I think we are finally seeing the dust settle....

When did we lose.....the

children and have them replaced with pseudo hookers/porn stars? I am sorry to make it sound so harsh people but damn WTF has happened to some of these upcoming generation of little girls? I am besides myself with shock and let me tell you folks it takes ALLOT to shock me. I am scared that I am trying to raise a girl in this society right now and all I want to do is pull a Rapunzel and place her ass up in the tower so no one can get to her.  This all came up with a conversation I was having with my brother where he said their was an article in GQ where{some} tween/teen age girls are aspiring to be porn stars when they grow up......WTF come again bro? But again nothing shocks me anymore especially since we have "women" like Kim DaBigButt and ParisSkank that skyrocketed to fame after an "accidental" release of a sex tape. How the hell do you respect a person who had some dude pee on them then film it....And what makes it worse is a mother who drafted the whole deal. I feel sad for this new generation of girls growing up with social media shoved down their throats and around their ass. I know that I as a parent - I am frightened- I know that I as a parent will probably lose all self control when it comes to protecting my daughter. We are living in an age where for some reason little girls swinging on polls is considered "cute to some people and where girls have no shame when it comes to flashing their boobs and other parts of their anatomy via social media for acceptance. I mean their is no shame in having a sex tape in this crazy time we are living. But I guess it must look all great when someone who does make a sex tape...gets a reality show...makes tons of money....marries an athlete for 72 hours then get knocked up and is going out with a super annoying narcissistic rap douche and  all is ok in the world.

I hope things change around but I don't see it happening anytime soon -I know that I am on my daughters butt about many things and I have already started talking to my daughter about certain sensitive subject matters it might seem a little early but in this day and age it doesn't seem soon enough.  and she is only going to be 4. It will keep myself from losing my mind and punching someone in the face in the near future.....