Monday, February 20, 2012

No one prepares.......

you for this shit and why so soon?  Late this weekend we received the news that my moms beloved friend passed away from that horrible brain tumors they found a month prior. I don't know but I am not ready for this again . I understand it comes a time {being that I am 42} that the circle of friends my mother hung out with will begin to pass on just by the general  life's progression but I am sorry I am not ready. I was not ready for my mom to go and I am not ready for her friends to go. I know I need to suck it up and pull my big girl panties up but really God can you just give us a break for a few years?  I know that I am not a church going gal but I do pray in my own special way and if that means I pray to you on a rock by the ocean it should be good because you created this awesome place called earth and I was wondering if you could just let things rest for a bit. For the last year and half you have taken 3 of moms friends. I know that they area riot to have around especially when they played those all night card games and sat around clucking gossip like hens but we still need them on earth. Sorry to be such a Debbie Downer but I just needed to vent a little and I promised myself that this blog would be about the good, the bad and the ugly.


11 comments:

Sarah @ It's a Vol said...

Sending good thoughts your way!

Caffeinated OC Mommy said...

Ohhh Darling,
Deep breath... We all move on and time heals, silly cliche I know, but it's true... xoxo

Ronni @ Anywhere Is said...

BIG HUGS to you.

I'm not ready for my mom to go either. I'm terrified of it.

cyn said...

sending hugs & lots of healing energy your way for your heart...

xxoo

Lady Goo Goo Gaga said...

Getting old sucks - we have a similar situation going on right now and it's just awful....hope things get better...

Not Winning Mom of the Year said...

Bags, sending you virtual hugs.

Michael Ann said...

You are right, this is a lot to take in such a short time. I don't understand it and am so sorry :(

Mommy Bags said...

Thank you so much ladies.....All your love and hugs are appreciated

Andrea said...

Oh dear...can't find any words, so xoxoxox

Jessica @ TheCrazyChaoticHouse said...

so sorry to hear this news. death is horrible, i don't think you can ever prepare for it. hugs to your poor mom who has lost 3 of her besties:(

Susan said...

These are the times that make you want to tattoo "Cut me some slack" on your soul. Vent away and know, that even though it's to "virtual" friends, you are adored and thought of! Sending positive energy your way and hoping that things get better!
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