|Not quite here but this is what I get to look forward to|
Now I am to the T kind of girl with my monthly always have been the only other time that I have been late is when I found out I was pregnant with GG. Now I know I am not preggo because let's just say I know. I have been going through some weird things like being slightly above temperature at times*I have already purchased ice packs that I keep in the freezer for moments like this* , I am prone to anxiety but the last few months it has been crazy even with me working out. Super tired, irritable, moody as hell and just not feeling like myself. I work out, I am eating right but I believe that it is time to overall everything in my life which means following a very strict food intake that is supposed to help with symptoms of this peri menopausal shit. I have already started adding Chia and Flax seed to most of my foods for an extra boost.
Mind you while I am going through all of this I am trying to keep my shit together because I have a little girl to raise and I do not want her to see me go through The Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde Show so my bathroom has become my new sanctuary to bring myself back down to planet earth. I started reading this book about 6 months ago and I really hope it helps me get through this little phase without killing someone. I also need to sit my poor husband down here in a bit to explain all this fun crap. He is going to have to hear it from me that is somewhat "normal" wifey is going to be turning into the werewolf with spouting fangs whenever the hormones decide to take my body for a joy ride. Where the hell did I sign up for this? I mean I did not think it would the PRE would start this early but after reading a bunch of info on line I am at the "date". I don't know how to deal with this I am such a control freak that something that is so going to be probably so out of wacko is going to make me loopy. I am sharing this with you all because when I started this blog I promised to be 100 percent honest and me.....And I also love the many awesome comments of reassurance that I receive when I blog about something so personal. I am not scared of this I am scared of the unknown and this is a def. unknown. Augh WTF.....Any advice and home remedies to make this process a little less annoying will be appreciated!
PS- to all the youngish peeps that are snickering.... You too one day will get older and you too will go through the very same exact process...Remember that...lol