Happy.......

motherf*ckin birthday.....Holy shit I am now 44 years old and I can tell you this I don't feel old. Yes their are days were it sucks getting up because you have to hear some crackling and popping but besides that I am doing pretty well...I just had my physical and all is good...I have my mammogram in two weeks so keeping fingers crossed that will all be good. Tomorrow I go back to visiting a holistic doctor so I can get my shitty female shit balanced out again...Just before I moved I had been seeing an amazing HDR and with  different approach to wellness and acupuncture my shit was feeling super awesome. She balanced out my female shit - I have PMS from hell that was getting worse as I get older...yah soon I will be purchasing female depends and walking with a cane.....No seriously folks 44 is the new 34 don't ya know and here in sunny no rain California your expected too look 39 forever so basically I have turned 39 a few years in a row now.  I ask myself everyday where the hell the time has gone...just the other day I was looking over some old party shots from our hey day rock star days and I am like WhAt ThE F8cK..how was I that young which seems like yesterday. I feel like I am still in my early 30's so what if sometimes I look in the mirror and say DAMN to the new wrinkle that is staring back at me?

I got many happy wishes from true dear friends, many flower deliveries and we are loving the new designer handbag with wallet my hubs surprised me with....Ok their were a few hints dropped here and there.....So far so good.....They say getting older sucks but for now I am pretty much enjoying it and having a good time......Peace