so I do not know what the hell is going on with me but I have cannot get out of this damn funk that I have been in for the last few weeks. I do not know if it is because I have been running ragged for the last few months and I finally have had a break in my hectic schedule and I am finally getting a chance to breath that everything seems so blah right now. I have been working out but I really have not been into as much as I usually am which means it is time to step it up a notch or change up my program. My toddler is driving me crazy my dogs are getting on my nerves and generally I have been foul lately. I cannot even blame this mood on the weather because we have had some pretty nice spring like weather...A little chilly but nice and sunny. So what the hell am I going through right now I have no idea but I really do hope that I snap out of this soon because I do not do well when I am in this mood. I have started doing some volunteer work with Soldier Angels and I am writing letters and sending care packages to our awesome armed forces. Also now that things have slowed down I am finally getting a chance to look over some business ventures. I have decided which roue to go. I am in the process of coming up with a name, getting a logo done and applying for a re sellers license. I am excited but I have made a pledge to myself that GG will come first. This is something for me to get started now so once GG is in school full time I can devote more time to it. I have only one little one and I want to make sure I am there for her every step of the way. I used to work in such a creative atmosphere that right now not having this in my life is rotting my brain cells. I need an outlet and I think this little business of mine could be just the ticket I need in order to refresh the creative brain waves.
I know I should STFU because I have a great life, family and awesome friends so really nothing is ever that bad. I just need to snap the f*ck out of it.